Ok, listen up you donks, ya, you know who I’m talking to, the guy that gets more jacked up than Ricky Bobby’s kid on mountain dew when things don’t go right.
Well, I just had one of those nights myself, I’m playing 6 max, I’ve made up my mind, I’m gonna play solid, play tag out of position, lag in position, and see if I can make something happen, thus far my stats have been around 29/20 and I’ve been working on trying to get them down to more like 24/20 to keep my game a little more clear and less muddled on later streets, and so far its been working out ok, as I’m about a 6BB/100 winner or at least, was.
Tonight was one of those nights that hardly anything went right. I’d get medium pocket pairs, lets see 66, 88, 99, TT, JJ, and the flop would come AKX of course I raised preflop with this, so I make a nice continuation bet and get promptly raised or flat called, and then I’m check/folding the next street, and so my night goes.
I get AK, get a 3 bet pot, opps, was that a 4 bet? Ok, I’ll call in position. flop comes 942. And the guy leads into me for a pot size bet. Well crap. Whatever. here I fold, you win, I suck, and that went on probably 4-5 times with my AK hands, Bet big, 3 bet, ok. I’m making them, he’s making them, whatever I’m not folding AK at low stakes to people playing 44/25 ever. And WHIFFF. Nothing but a big ole fat air ball right down the strike zone, time after time after time. WTH?, Huh, what is that little burning thing going on deep inside? It’s making me sit upright on the edge of my chair, like a lion ready to pounce. I’m talking and muttering to myself now, wtf, I’m playing like a rock and these guys are not giving my raises or bets any respect? I’ll show you, you silly SOB. You know, talking like us poker junkies do when sitting at the pc, talking to the mouse, the monitor, that freaking donkey this is playing this game like its a final table and the blind are about to go up in the next min. You know these guys. You may be one yourself.
Despite all this bad luck, I’m actually managing to stay about even by just stealing blinds and picking up pots with Air. Hell I can’t hit a hand, I need to win somehow. Holy cow, did I just win a hand? Oh what a great river, card. I had a pair and position and was getting called every street for fat bets and then the river comes Super scary and both of these guys checked so fast it wasn’t funny aha, I lead for a pot size bet and won a nice hand. Fold a few hand and then “the hand” comes up. I’m up almost a full buyin and I get AK in the blinds. Aha! a raise from mp position, well ok, cool we got a caller, oh boy dead money, it gets back to me and I cant wait to hit the raise pot button, and before I do, I add an extra bet just because I’m in the blinds and out of position the rest of the hand for good measure. HUH? you re-raises me. I’m like ok, well crap, AK, I should have just called and seen a flop and then I remember that I’ve not hit a single flop with it all night, so I’m like ok, well, I gotta see all 5 cards, and I push. He thinks for about 1.32 secs and calls. JJ, wow, I was almost relieved, that it weren’t kings or aces, especially aces as that doesn’t even leave me a realistic out. My relief was short lived when the Jacks held. I’m sitting there with a sign that says “sitting out” need chips, it might as well been a flashing neon sign its glaring at me and I’m asking myself, wtf happened to your plan of slowing down with AK? and the more I thought about it, the more I got pissed off at myself. I tangled with the only guy at the table that could bust me and I gave him 2 buyins just that quick for his trouble. And from there it got worse, I started raising in 2nd position with A8 SOOoooted and then shoving when an A hits oh, the nit on the button behind me shows AQ, hell I knew that when he called preflop. Ok, theres the rest of that buy in. UH OH.. It’s on now, full freaking blown..
On table number three I’ve got AQ in the BB at a table that is now 3 handed. A guy raises me for like the 3rd time in a row, I 3 bet him, he 4 bets me, I’m like wtf this is 3 handed and I have a monster hand for 3 handed, so I shove. and he shows me what a monster hand looks like with 2 lovely ladies, or vicious bitches, which ever side of the fence you’re on.
And it all started with a wee bit of frustration with whiffing a few AK flops.
But good news Ma, I got my iron man points in, and it only cost us the price of that jacket we were looking to buy with our points. Tilt is the worst 4 letter word in the human language and still my biggest tax in poker, Tilt has probably cost me just as much money as the rake. another dirty 4 letter word.
I leave with this Tommy Angelo Quote.
Fluctuations causes Tilt
Tilt Causes Fluctuations
A vicious cycle.
